Friday, January 30, 2009

Tristesse / Joie

Suffering from it all and living.  I must say I feel betrayed and I'm not really surprised at all.  

Becoming a part of the malicious thing that you were once a victim to while being completely blind to your hypocrisy makes me want to stab you in the throat. 

I like to think I have a demented mind with the soul of a lover.  

Spastic sparks of ideas are flowing right now. 

I think I get my reality extremely confused with my fantasy, in a way that they can't be separated.  I hope that's not bad.  Sometimes it feels strange to think about it, but I really do think that my imagination has a hold on my logical mind.  I love it.  It is not to say my reality is boring ... well cause I live in a mixture of my imagination and reality.  Safe/sane to do so? Oh yes.  

You aren't judging me right? Not that I would care that you considered me beyond weird ... I would just imagine you away like the rest of them.  Put in the land of my monster brethren. 

I hope all new wave artists and thinkers have started out the way I have ... lost in their own head and loving it. 

French mm mmm.

Je suis en vie à mort
La mort jusqu'ici

Je suis en vie
A mort